Why am I passionate about this?

For as long as I can remember, I’ve been fascinated by the hidden histories of everyday things, especially in media and popular culture. (Who were those people on TV laugh tracks? Where did Muzak records come from?) A career in broadcasting only sharpened this interest, informing two decades of writing and performing.


I wrote...

Unmask Alice: LSD, Satanic Panic, and the Imposter Behind the World's Most Notorious Diaries

By Rick Emerson,

Book cover of Unmask Alice: LSD, Satanic Panic, and the Imposter Behind the World's Most Notorious Diaries

What is my book about?

This is the true story of the iconic young-adult “diary” Go Ask Alice, the Satanic Panic of the 1980s,…

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The books I picked & why

Book cover of CHAOS: Charles Manson, the CIA, and the Secret History of the Sixties

Rick Emerson Why did I love this book?

Like most Americans, I grew up hearing the codified version of the Charles Manson/Helter Skelter saga, so when I saw yet another Manson book, I had two thoughts: "This sounds like a cash-grab," and, "Ugh...it's probably some lunatic conspiracy theory."

Suffice it to say, I was wrong—dead wrong—on both counts. By now, there's a good chance you've heard the backstory to Tom O'Neill's book: how he came to write it, how long it took him to finish, and (most importantly) what he learned about the Manson case. If you don't know any of this, take my advice and go in blind. CHAOS will floor you.

By Tom O'Neill, Dan Piepenbring,

Why should I read it?

4 authors picked CHAOS as one of their favorite books, and they share why you should read it.

What is this book about?

As featured on The Joe Rogan Experience
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A journalist's twenty-year obsession with the Manson murders leads to shocking new conspiracy theories about the FBI's involvement in this fascinating re-evaluation of one of the most infamous cases in American history.

Twenty years ago, reporting for a routine magazine piece about the infamous Manson murders, journalist Tom O'Neill didn't expect to find anything new. But the discovery of horrifying new evidence kick-started an obsession and his life's work. What had he unearthed and what did it mean: why was there surveillance by intelligence agents? Why did the police make these particular…


Book cover of Sybil Exposed: The Extraordinary Story Behind the Famous Multiple Personality Case

Rick Emerson Why did I love this book?

I'm always a sucker for "the story behind the story." That's doubly true when an author uncovers long-hidden (or unexpected) information about well-known events. Debbie Nathan is an ace reporter who has written extensively about the Satanic Panic (which is how I discovered her). In Sybil Exposed, Nathan explores a related subject, revealing the truth behind modern psychology's most famous—and controversial—patient.

By Debbie Nathan,

Why should I read it?

1 author picked Sybil Exposed as one of their favorite books, and they share why you should read it.

What is this book about?

Now available in paperback, Sybil Exposed is the New York Times bestselling book that offers a new perspective on the smash hit book and film, Sybil, and on multiple personality disorder itself.

Sybil: a name that resonates with legions of obsessed fans who followed the nonfiction blockbuster from 1973. The book rocketed multiple personality disorder into public consciousness and played a major role in having the diagnosis added to the psychiatric bible, Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders. But what do we really know about how Sybil came to be? In her news-breaking book Sybil Exposed, journalist Debbie Nathan…


Book cover of Columbine

Rick Emerson Why did I love this book?

Shortly after I finished reading Dave Cullen's masterpiece, someone asked my opinion of it. After a long pause, I said, "That book left a mark."

Cullen spent ten years researching this account of the 1999 Columbine High School massacre, and it shows. He brings clarity to confusion, leavens horror with humanity, and does his best to counter the media's (repeated) failings. This book is sad, grim, frightening, enraging...and one of the best true-crime books ever written.

By Dave Cullen,

Why should I read it?

2 authors picked Columbine as one of their favorite books, and they share why you should read it.

What is this book about?

**THE GROUNDBREAKING BESTSELLER AND CLASSIC**

'Excellent . . . amazing how much still comes as a surprise' New York Times Book Review

'Like Capote's In Cold Blood, this tour de force gets below the who and the what of a horrifying incident to lay bare the devastating why' People

'A staggering work of journalism' Washington Post

'The tragedies keep coming. As we reel from the latest horror...' So begins the epilogue, illustrating how Columbine has become the template for nearly two decades of "spectacle murders." It makes the imperative to understand the crime that sparked this flame more urgent than…


Book cover of Under the Banner of Heaven: A Story of Violent Faith

Rick Emerson Why did I love this book?

Having lived in Utah for several years, I went into this knowing a fair amount about The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints: its history, its leaders, its tangled (to put it mildly) relationship with polygamy, and its equally tangled dealings with the federal government. And still, Jon Krakauer's true-crime masterwork was (no pun intended) a revelation. It gripped me from its very first page.

By Jon Krakauer,

Why should I read it?

4 authors picked Under the Banner of Heaven as one of their favorite books, and they share why you should read it.

What is this book about?

NATIONAL BESTSELLER • From the author of Into the Wild and Into Thin Air, this extraordinary work of investigative journalism takes readers inside America’s isolated Mormon Fundamentalist communities. Now an the acclaimed FX limited series streaming on HULU.

“Fantastic.... Right up there with In Cold Blood and The Executioner’s Song.” —San Francisco Chronicle

Defying both civil authorities and the Mormon establishment in Salt Lake City, the renegade leaders of these Taliban-like theocracies are zealots who answer only to God; some 40,000 people still practice polygamy in these communities. 

At the core of Krakauer’s book are brothers Ron and Dan Lafferty,…


Book cover of Going Clear: Scientology, Hollywood, and the Prison of Belief

Rick Emerson Why did I love this book?

That this book even exists is amazing. By the end, it seems less like an exposé than an all-in wager on the power of truth. The final few chapters alone are worth the price of admission, and while Alex Gibney's documentary of the same name is well worth watching, Lawrence Wright's book is—for now, and perhaps for all time—the definitive look at a secretive world.

By Lawrence Wright,

Why should I read it?

3 authors picked Going Clear as one of their favorite books, and they share why you should read it.

What is this book about?

NATIONAL BESTSELLER • NATIONAL BOOK AWARD AND NATIONAL BOOK CRITICS CIRCLE AWARD FINALIST •  From the Pulitzer Prize-winning author of The Looming Tower comes “an utterly necessary story” (The Wall Street Journal) that pulls back the curtain on the church of Scientology: one of the most secretive organizations at work today. • The Basis for the HBO Documentary.

Scientology presents itself as a scientific approach to spiritual enlightenment, but its practices have long been shrouded in mystery. Now Lawrence Wright—armed with his investigative talents, years of archival research, and more than two hundred personal interviews with current and former Scientologists—uncovers…


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Unmask Alice: LSD, Satanic Panic, and the Imposter Behind the World's Most Notorious Diaries

By Rick Emerson,

Book cover of Unmask Alice: LSD, Satanic Panic, and the Imposter Behind the World's Most Notorious Diaries

What is my book about?

This is the true story of the iconic young-adult “diary” Go Ask Alice, the Satanic Panic of the 1980s, and the serial imposter behind both.

The story stretches from Hollywood to Quantico to the Oval Office, and passes through a tiny patch of Utah nicknamed “the fraud capital of America.” It’s a story of contagious deception. Of a doomed romance and a vengeful celebrity. Of a lazy press and a public mob. It's the true story of two suicidal teenagers...and their exploitation by a literary vampire.

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